New Year Terus maju dgn mutu...

the last day of the org puteh kelender ari tok..esok dah 2013..still got a lot of things i want to achieve this year,but i guess  bring forward to next year.ahaha..nothing much to say actually.so,selamat tahun baru kalender org puteh 2013 jak lah.doakan cita2 dan harapan dirik ini dan org sekeliling menjadi kenyataan.insyaallah.ammiiin

long time no see(This is a long post)

hey,blog..long time no see.i'm not doing well this few month.not physically but mentally and heart wise.yeah,it's been rough.meet a girl,i did try to,you know,to get to know her,her life,and whatever.but she seems not interested.yeah,i know how i look.i just play ball,dude.i guess it didn't work out like in the movies.ahaha.poor me,right?.then i meet another girl,i did talk to her.try to getting to know her and all that.still nothing.like the saying goes,nak seribu daya,tak nak seribu dalih.guess i did see her 1001 dalih.ahaha..well,gonna try again.oh where oh where is my soul mate,my left rib bone are.i miss her,i need her man..it is the end of 2012 as you know it,i'm still alive,and for that i say alhamdulillah.i still don't understand it,man.being straight forward is not a good idea.it seems like a good idea in theory.but in reality,it isn't.guess i really pushing it huh.yeah,i guess i'm to blame for being straight forward.guess it's like forcing someone to accept my love huh.well,i did try to be patient and take my time and it still amount to nothing.the girl got herself a bf and i'm stuck in a friend zone,then she broke up with her bf and after a few month i tell her i like her alot,like alot and still fail.what?this story again?yeah.i'm still bitter,man.yeah,i know i sound weak.but it is what it is.met another girl in november.i gather my courage to talk to her.everything going smoothly(so i thought).i got her fb.chat with her,and the funny thing is she call me a "BRO".dude,it was like a sign that say,"kmk angap ktk mcm BRO kmk,noktah".that what i read from it.tell me if i'm wrong.tell me if i should keep on fighting.tell me if i'm suppose to not give up,man.haha,look at me.here i'm two in the morning talking to myself  and writing this in here trying to get some sort of sage advice from a blog..ahaha.this is just great(effect terlebih minum kopi).soooo,tell me if there is a girl reader of this blog,what does it mean when a girl is calling a guy "BRO"?..is it a sign saying "stay away from me,i'm not intrested at the momment,and there is someone that i like and i wish u would stop while u are not in to deep with me" or is it a sign that say"let's just be friend now,see how it goes.".so,if there is a sage word of wisdom for me,do leave a comment below.i just need to know.by the way,if there is a guy reader of this blog,help a brother out.yeah?..so this is it for this entry.need some sleep if i can get any after 4 cups of coffee..good night.

monitor buat hal lagik utk kali ke tiga...

once again my fuJitsu monitor buat hal..ahaha..this is the final year of it's warranty.if it broke down next year,i have to get a new monitor..ahaha..well that is life.nothing last forever.right now i'm using my bro's monitor and it is so small and distorted that it make my eyes "heng"..sending my monitor tomorrow,for a month.ahaha.maybe i'll buy a new one.or i will be patient and wait for my monitor return to me,and mean while,i will ask my friend if he could spare me a monitor since he have 5 that he don't use.right now i feel like all of my mood is gone.writing this in here just to "madah" and "luah" jak.ahaha.so that's it.smile the "paksa" smile is much better then a frown and sigh..haahah.. ^^

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wanita itu.wanita satu.wanita untuk ku.

lagu Feminin - Untukmu di embak sidak tok ngn arrangement yg sangat kira cool bagi aku la..mampu nyuruh aku "rasa" lagu tok n terbayang2 ngn  seseorang...seseorang?siapa itu?biar tuhan dan aku saja yg tahu.biar aku saja yg rindu,biar simpan tersemat di hati dan jiwa ku.suatu hari nanti kita akan bertemu,insya'allah jika itu yg tuhan takdirkan untuk aku dan kamu.

not so many words,but enough for the pictures...

Kisah Hari Sabtu itu.G lunduk,nikah kawan abang,seorang blogger ngn kawan2 blogger abg yg lain dan kawan2 ku..ya jak..

omedatai.. ni san san post suu..ahaha

233..wow.it's just a number of blog post already done by me...wow..for me la,memang wow..rasa x cayak jak..ahaha..entah apa d rapu ku selamak2 tok..ahah.but i'm glad.blog tok gik juak idup walau pun x konsisten.well,evr since FB wujud,maka blog pun mula di lupakan.biasa la manusia,nemu barang baru,nok lamak di lupak..ahaha...tapi kinek tok rasanya i prefer blog,then faceB sbb sitok x bnyk "kawan".so x banyak fuss..aaha...ok that's it i think utk post tok..ahaha.