kadang2 a man need his own space and time..kadang2 a man need to be able to do something without the wife/girlfriend tag along with what he do.

New Year Terus maju dgn mutu...

the last day of the org puteh kelender ari tok..esok dah 2013..still got a lot of things i want to achieve this year,but i guess  bring forward to next year.ahaha..nothing much to say actually.so,selamat tahun baru kalender org puteh 2013 jak lah.doakan cita2 dan harapan dirik ini dan org sekeliling menjadi kenyataan.insyaallah.ammiiin

wanita itu.wanita satu.wanita untuk ku.

lagu Feminin - Untukmu di embak sidak tok ngn arrangement yg sangat kira cool bagi aku la..mampu nyuruh aku "rasa" lagu tok n terbayang2 ngn  seseorang...seseorang?siapa itu?biar tuhan dan aku saja yg tahu.biar aku saja yg rindu,biar simpan tersemat di hati dan jiwa ku.suatu hari nanti kita akan bertemu,insya'allah jika itu yg tuhan takdirkan untuk aku dan kamu.

omedatai.. ni san san post suu..ahaha

233..wow.it's just a number of blog post already done by me...wow..for me la,memang wow..rasa x cayak jak..ahaha..entah apa d rapu ku selamak2 tok..ahah.but i'm glad.blog tok gik juak idup walau pun x konsisten.well,evr since FB wujud,maka blog pun mula di lupakan.biasa la manusia,nemu barang baru,nok lamak di lupak..ahaha...tapi kinek tok rasanya i prefer blog,then faceB sbb sitok x bnyk "kawan".so x banyak fuss..aaha...ok that's it i think utk post tok..ahaha.

meratiiiii jakkkk...

first story-

yesterday kmk g mcD apot ngn adik kwn kmk...ahaha..nak madah tek nak...apa polah sia?makan skrem ngn makan begegar.eh,beger..teripel cheese burger to be exact.tengah duduk2 kat sia menikmati fries perancis,ada la seorang gadis tok ngn kwn2 nya,duduk berhadapan 75 degree angle dari kmk urg..as nya makan fries nya,she looks happy.and with her chubby pipi she smile that almost make her eyes look sooo small.as i watch her eat,i said to my self"aieeeee,kiut lokkk.cam double cheese burger jak pp nya.rasa nak d picit2 jak pp nya"..ahaha..then i realize that my action bare Sins,and i look away.but i still glance at her for a few second(ne nak molah,tengah makan kelaka ngn kwn di depan,x pat elak la).in that few second i still admire her pipi,soooo adorable.-the end-

second story-

i.ve finally finished up the wedding album of my friend.FINALLY!.and i've send it via VFL.but the best part is,i didn't have the time to burn their photos in a DVD due to the lack of time and the bus is already ready to go.huhu.so now i'm stuck with the delivery of the DVD via pos laju.and i have to go to the post office to settle it.and it is quite boring to go there.coz i like to finish a job without leaving anything behind,coz it would cost me,my time and energy where the time and energy i can use for other project.huhu.well i blame my self for a failed mission.ahaha...now i got another project going,and i don't know when i'm gonna send that DVD.so,dear friend of mine,hope u are patient with me. :) -The End-

third story-

saya sudah service kereta saya.kereta saya warna merah itu bah.sudah service sudah.tapi dia masih perlu di tukar pampers nya,dan ia memerlukan masa dan duit yg saya belum ada lagi..ahaha..tapi dalam masa ini,ia masih berfungsi dgn ok ok la,tiada masalah nya di sana.kertas milage saya belum isi lagi,mungkin esok saya isikan nya.ahaha..sebelum saya terlupa,saya sudah pun mengambil gamba milage itu,sbb saya takut saya terlupa berapa bilangan milage kereta saya selepas service.dan saya dengan nombor tidak seiring sejalan bagai bunga di taman.ahaha.ya,itu kelemahan saya.nombor selalu melarikan diri dari memori saya.sehinggakan saya tidak pun ingat nombor telefon kawan2 saya jika saya di suruh mengingati nya,tanpa telefon bimbit saya..ahaha... -The End-

forth story-

finally after sudah hampir 4 tahun makei bateri cas VERTA untuk flasha,saya telah buy new bateri's untuk nya..tedah nya mala makan tenaga dari VERTA ajak,dah la VERTA tok kira cam fast food,sbb nya charging 15 minit jak,so kira x berapa nyaman la tenaga dari verta tok.(rasa kmk jak la)..ahaa..tok meli jenama sanyo jenis eneloop yang rona warni.ehehe...cam nyaman jak rupa bateri ya,cam gula2 jak kaler2 nya..ahaha..mun tok rasanya pernuh nutrisi la tenaga nya.rindok ati Flasha,dpt makan tenaga baru dari bateri nok colorful.rasanya la..ahaha..dan kmk nunggah sidak bateri baru tok,"The enes".ambik semperna dari nama nya ene-loop engkah S di ujung nya sbb sidak tek ada 8.ahaha..i don't know why i give name to my stuff coz i think it's cool?..i guess,to me it sound cool and funny..ahaha..but then again what matter is i'm the one happy with ever that i do right?..other people thought come second. ^^..

I don't want to close my...forget about it..

today is today.yesterday i done my friend nikah album,and kol 9pm anta kat terminal bas Via VFL.that is the last time i do a tone edit in a wedding.why?sebab bila di print the printer get all the color wrong.and that make me feel frustrated.so i quit "tone".maybe for picture that goes to the FB village i still use tone.now start a new project.the "zul n ila" project.which is gonna be a non tone and straight forward color enhance,body rendering,fake lighting pictures.no tone.just pure color.fiddling with the tone cannot-cannot..ahha~~..i probably can't go to the save the frog day this 28th.huhuHUHUHU..ku mok itong katakkkkkkkkkkk!!..ku mok nemu katak kacak hensem n colorful!!!!..arghhhhhHHHHH!!..due to my red mira still sick.got leak here there.mok tuka pampers nya lok baruk pat nya jalan jauh.so now i got no kereta untuk bawa ku jalan2.kinek tok tengah belajar wave..mok master menda ya la.p memandangkan projek "zul n ila" is in the way,i have to postpone it a while.huhuhu..hopfully by the end of the week i finish it.belaja sikit2 sajalah,lama lama jadi wave 3.oh,blogger dah tukar nya pun layout.much better la.ahaha..a nice touch..guess that's it la..i want to close my eye,my sepet eyes.Selamat malam dear blog.selamat malam dear pengunjung bolg ku.selamat malam dear malam.selamat siang dear matahari.sweet dream.  d[U.U]b 

anime is my cup of tea...

i love anime..lagik2 la cerita dari studio Ghibli..serious x pernah menghampakan.nangga cerita dari studio ya membangkitkan rasa nak jd miak kecik gik yg penuh imaginasi.nyuruh aku rasa creative..ehehe..i hope sidak ya ngeluar gik movie d masa terdekat tok.tek baruk jak layan howl's moving castle,tok nak layan gik spirited away.tgh dload the cat return.pompoko,ponyo,totoro,kiki's ngn arrietty dah d tangga..ahaha.hilang la sikit rasa sakit d hati tok.ehehe.

2nd Generation of kitten...

last year there was this cat that came to our house and give birth to 3 kitten..and how i wish to kept them,but my mom didn't approve of it..ahaha..but,as time goes by,they still in our house and my mom didn't have the heart to throw them away just like that. unfortunately,one of the kitten died due to sickness.sad was i but what can i do,right?dah masanya nak pergi.the remain 2 named "chubby" and "blacky" is alive,well and playing like kittens do.then one day(3 bulan lebih camya la),out of nowhere came 2 children from the house adjacent to our house(belakang rumah kmk urg.hehe) claim that the mama cat and it's kitten is theirs.this happen without me knowing,coz i was out and they spoke to my mom.my mom say to them"ambik la pusak ktk urg ya,x makcik nganok juak.jaga mena2 sidak ya,berik makan cukup2,kelak rmh kmk urg juak d pegi nya carik brg makan."and after that lecture from my mom,both of them took the 2 kitten and never been seen again.i mean the kittens and the kids.well,the mama cat still lurk at our house asking for food.i wonder what ever happen to the kittens.i hope they are still alive.a few days ago i saw a new kitten in the back of our house.and he always try to get in our house,along with his mama.and suprise2,the same mama cat that gave birth to the 3 kittens last year is his mother..aahaha..so,i grab my camera,and took a couple of picture and he was so "jinak"that when i pat him,he didn't run away.below is a couple picture of him that i took.. :)

p/s : after this photo was taken and i went somewhere,i didn't see this kitten again.maybe i will see it again.i'll keep looking for it..^^

look once,not twice...

"Jangan kamu ikuti pandangan pertamamu dengan pandangan kedua dan selanjutnya. Milik kamu adalah pandangan yang pertama, tapi yang kedua bukan"...i'm trying my best to follow this.it is hard,but it is not impossible.the devils are everywhere, whispering word of sweet lies and deceit that can make a man look again.even in my photography i try not to take picture of girls that don't cover their aurat.or girls that cover it.that is the reason why i want to stop taking a wedding job.for i do not wish to add up my sins.and when i do a wedding job,i tent to be picky.well i guess there is so little job for me,but i accept it as this is my new principle.a few month ago i did went to a TT that had talents that didn't tutup aurat(don't know what is tutup aurat in BI.ahaha).but i delete all of the pictures.to keep it is a sin,to share it is a sin also.now i'm tracking all of the photo that i shared and delete it.one step at a time..^^

Mix kopi and tea menjadi.....

hurmm..dah seminggu dah coba edit gamba nikah..still heng palak and got no idea..ahaha..ayoyoyo..tok la akibat nya meninggalkan practice hari2 mengahadap gambar selama sebulan..semua ilmu yg di belajar terpaksa di keluarkan dari bahagian otak yg paling dalam..but in due time i shall regain my power of mixing the color in a gambar..ahaha.. hopefully as soon as possible..banyak gamba dari sidak top potograper di kch tok di tangga,memang sidak pun gamba WOW.bila nak coba mengikut cara sidak edit,mala jak x jadi2.but then again,i think i have develop my own editing style that i can be proud of.but opcoz if some one like "chot touch" would be in kch again,insya'allah x akan lepaskan peluang pergi n belaja cara editing lebik kacak gik..ahaha..tok belaja editing secara sifu youtube,dan trial and error.but unfotunatly that wasn't enough..huhuhu..nak mintak ajar org,p cam x da jak di kalangan yg dikenali sudi mengajar..ahaha..or i did not ask them to teach me?perhaps.but for someone teach another person for free is not that easy.ahaha..terpaksa la nunggu sidak potograper mukak benkel d KCH,baruk dapat belaja..now,i'm gonna push my brain to spit out the ilmu keluar..ahaha..i'm Out!.. ^^

The mama cat n the kittens.....

a month ago,a cat that belong to my neighbor went to our house and scout a place to give birth.and she did found a place comfy enough to give birth that is our house stor.for a long time our house had any pets.now,the kittens have grown a bit and had come out from the stor and to my surprise all of the kitten is blackish in color while her mother is not in any way,except for her eye line.there are 3 of them.one is black,another is grayish black with a bit of brown,and the last one is blackish gray with a brown stripe.and their size differ to,the black one is medium,the grayish black is big and the stripe one is tiny.i love them all.but there is an issue on keeping them.coz my mom afraid they would do their nature calls merata2.and she does not know how to train them.even i don't know how to train cats.for now they are safe in our home but in weeks to come i don't know what will happen to them.either they are gonna be given away to some kid in lundu or they stay in our house.but non the less they are adorable.i like to pick them up n just want to eat em up coz they are so adorable..aahaha.nah libah tok gamba sidak pusak2 ya..ahaha.see how adorable n diffrent they r from their mother.. ^^






they sleep like awwwwwwww....ahaha.. :P

abandoning something for the best... :)

so today i have decided to abandon wedding photography(not that i have many client before).my reason is personal.i'm gonna look for some other ways of making money from photography.. :) .as for close friends of mine,never fear i still take wedding pic of u guys..ahaha..just make sure ur spouse is wearing a hijab or tudung.if not,better u look for some one else. :) .so,adios Wedding Photography!.

p/s : this picture is from the last job i took.this is my friend emi n his wife hetty..

gonna be gone with my feeling...ahaha

i'm gonna delete all trace of "C" in this blog and my FB...gonna start a new chapter in conjunction with NEW YEAR....i'm going back to school come new year.ahaha.

all beginning must come to an end..climax just past by,now the ending is here..

Rambut sudah gunting..tiada lagi singa style hair..haha

Aku bukan tunggul kayu di anok x melawan..

mun ko anok aku..ku fire ku sampe ko x bebunyi..cayak la..u can try...why not.see what happen next.hahaha..tok adalah utk org di rumah aku yg berpangkat "General" aka urg gaji rmh aku..haha

haiya..got no new "perojek".... =(

duit lom madak masuk pake ku meli figurine baru..so,time tok rasa ku nak ambik gamba figurine gundam yg ku ada jak la..ngetest ambik gamba pake off shoe flash gik..tang jadi jak gamba di ambik camya.. =)

haluuu....long time no write here...

It's been a long time since my last post..i'm super buzy(yeah,right)..haha..anyway,it's not that i dont want to update my blog,but it's just that there's nothing much to say or update..ahaha...and there is no activities with my cam..it's like i still want to play with my cam,but it's just i have no idea what the heck i want to capture at the moment..what's new in my life..hurmm..i just found a talented and girl in youtube.her name is Julia Nunes.

this is julia nunes

catch her on you tube.so,that's it..bye bye.. =)

Well Hellooo...Holiday ye ye yey...

this is teh tandom pix from my trip to genting...hehe...random first,later on i put not so random but random too..gaga..

I swing The Sri Wangi Boys...

dear budak2 sri wangi,

hari ini saya pada pukul 5.40 ptg telah melakukan kesalahan lalu lintas dimana saya telah mengswing kereta myvi bapa saya dgn kelajuan se-ngak-ngak nyawa saya beberapa inci saja dari di mana anda sekalian duduk,iaitu di jalanraya yg hanya muat sebuah kenderaan sahaja jika nak memasuki kawasan itu.jika van mayat hendak masuk ke kawasan itu pada pukul 5.30 ptg,saya akan nasihatkan pembawa van itu utk tidak mengswing van nya supaya van itu tidak membawa bukan 1 jasad tapi 2 atau 3 jasad dalam van nya.saya tahu,pihak anda(budak2)tidak dapat berfikiran lojik dan cetek ilmu pengetahuan dalam "undang2 jalan raya" kerana anda menunggang motosikal tanpa helmet dan lesen,dan anda mungkin sudah muak makan nasi dan ingin makan tanah.tapi,saya tetap bersalah kerana setiap nyawa adalah berharga,anda masih muda dan mentah umur lagi panjang.dengan ini saya meminta maaf dan tidak melakukannya lagi.bila saya masuk ke kawasan anda,saya akan memperlahankan kenderaan saya,dan menyapa kamu semua dgn senyuman SEIKHLAS HATI saya.jika kereta bapa saya di rempuh atau lalu lintas di kawasan anda menjadi jem,salahkan kami,pemandu kereta yg menyebabkan anda terpaksa beralih kedudukan yg lebih selamat lagi.jika saya ada bujet,saya akan meletakkan sign board yg berbunyi"AWAS DI HADAPAN!BUDAK2 LEPAK DI KAWASAN SELEKOH YG HANYA MUAT SATU KENDERAAN SAHAJA.SILA KURANGKAN KELAJUAN DAN KEKURANGHAJARAN ANDA".ataupun saya akan meng-request dgn pihak polis trafik utk berjaga di sana kerana bapa2 anda tidak ada menjaga anda ketika anda duduk di atas jalan raya itu.sekali lagi saya meminta maaf atas kekasaran yg saya tunjukkan petang tadi.saya harap kamu(BUDAK2)tidak mengalami sebarang kecelakaan mental atau fizikal atas tindakan saya tadi.
p/s : =)

yg benar


...RUSTY....

Why i like to take wedding picture? n how i got into photography..

Why i like to take wedding picture?
there are 3 reason for this...

1) wedding provide me with models.i don't need to pay them.and if there is a beautiful girls on wedding day,they just can't resist not posing for me.so i don't have to take a curi-curi picture of them..it is common if i go to anywhere in kch,just by aiming my camera at whomever even if the one I'm focusing at is the scenery,they either flinch or make angry faces at me..haha.it is not that i can "pugey" them or anything.but then again,people just being people.some don't care,some just worry to much or some might just think I'm a weirdo..haha..wedding,just snap away,no one going to give you the stare of hate..haha

2) the bride n groom is the halal model that you can pose them as you please.let say,the groom kiss the bride forehead.now,ask your unmarried friends to do it to their couple.would they do it?just for you?.don't think so.with wedding,kiss on the forehead,no prob.carrying the bride,no prob.hugging affectionately.why not.sometime even the pengantins pose on their own ways.plus it is for their own memory that i captured with my lenses.you can't beat "Halal Model" period.

3) i get to experiment with my camera.try new setting.or do some different angle.plus,each time i took a picture,my exp goes up.

last year,i buy a camera just for the sake of my L5 project.don't know shit about photography.but soon after,i took gigs picture,and then took weddings picture not for the money,but just want to try something new.now,i just go and take picture of anything,anywhere.

p/s : if you like taking picture,just take them.shoot what you like to shoot.if you just want to buy a camera just coz your friend got one,why not.maybe you just took it as a trend,or maybe you will found your passion.who knows,right?but don't be a proud cocky bastard looking down on people just coz you are using "Dslr" cam while someone else only using a Pns cam.