kadang2 a man need his own space and time..kadang2 a man need to be able to do something without the wife/girlfriend tag along with what he do.

kenak salah...

ari tok buat sekian kali yg x dapat di itong lagik aku kenak blame atas benda aku x polah.same old story,same old person.do the things that i didn't do and yet i got the blame.nang endak alah2.kenak sidak x mok soal org nok molah ya pun ooo?..aku juak yg jd tukang jawap.kadang2 pedap juak.sabar lok,cun2 time kelak aku x kan menjawap bagi pihak lain gik.. :)

keajaiban

sometime miracle happen to people..well, i'm still waiting for my miracle..i don't know if it is around the corner or far in the future.i know that miracle does happen.all i have to do now is pray,go with my life and wait for it to happen..i believe that what ALLAH have in store for me is the best for me and I'm grateful for what HE had give to me till this day.

persoalannya?

bila org empuan madah nya suka gila ngn pelakon sekian2,dan sidak engkah gamba profile sidak muka pelakon ya,ada kah nya carik nok sama muka pelakon ya or nya carik sama cam character  pelakon ya lam cerita lakonannya?.mun ada lelaki nok ada ciri2 yg ada kdk pelakon ya,tapi muka nya x la hensem,adakah nya akan nerimak org laki ya?.hurmmm..now that's is the question...

bukan 100% lagu jimmy palikat.

pening kepala payment lom masuk..ahaha...sangat2 down tidak dapat bawa kau jalan2,oh kereta ku..harap rondengan baru itu dapat persetujuan.insyaallah ada juak rezeki awal tahun.kolaberasi bersama dgn member molah project.nak molah sorang x mampu sbb besa gilak..ahaha..doakan kejayaan kami yer,kawan2.. :P..

bermain game satu pemusnah stress yg ok..

o yiha...main game..dah lamak d dunia tok,main game is one of the stress reliever for me..x kira game nya bodo ka or grafix nya cam haram jadah ka,asal nya menarik jak,on..ahaha..now tengah install game mini ninja..yeahgame tok lamak dah kelua,p baruk nemu kmk koh..so,nampak gayanya game ya dah install,so masa untuk bermain!!!...

tahun lalu kelmarin...

last year i almost always get NO for an answer.sometime i got a maybe,but then it turned into a NO.i guess got rejected make me a wiser man.wise to see things just don't work out without going into deep,being ignored is the sign for me to pack up and leave and expectation,i don't need it.just stick to the present not the future.don't expect anything.just do it.and if it work out,alhamdulillah,if not,alhamdulillah,no worry coz i didn't expect much and that was not for me.i guess i think to much and this gotta change.this year,i'm just gonna do anything,without expecting and thinking much.just want to try something new for this new year of the org puteh kalender.so,yeah.my first resolution for 2013 is not to think too much,stop making expectation in my head,and just do it.

New Year Terus maju dgn mutu...

the last day of the org puteh kelender ari tok..esok dah 2013..still got a lot of things i want to achieve this year,but i guess  bring forward to next year.ahaha..nothing much to say actually.so,selamat tahun baru kalender org puteh 2013 jak lah.doakan cita2 dan harapan dirik ini dan org sekeliling menjadi kenyataan.insyaallah.ammiiin

long time no see(This is a long post)

hey,blog..long time no see.i'm not doing well this few month.not physically but mentally and heart wise.yeah,it's been rough.meet a girl,i did try to,you know,to get to know her,her life,and whatever.but she seems not interested.yeah,i know how i look.i just play ball,dude.i guess it didn't work out like in the movies.ahaha.poor me,right?.then i meet another girl,i did talk to her.try to getting to know her and all that.still nothing.like the saying goes,nak seribu daya,tak nak seribu dalih.guess i did see her 1001 dalih.ahaha..well,gonna try again.oh where oh where is my soul mate,my left rib bone are.i miss her,i need her man..it is the end of 2012 as you know it,i'm still alive,and for that i say alhamdulillah.i still don't understand it,man.being straight forward is not a good idea.it seems like a good idea in theory.but in reality,it isn't.guess i really pushing it huh.yeah,i guess i'm to blame for being straight forward.guess it's like forcing someone to accept my love huh.well,i did try to be patient and take my time and it still amount to nothing.the girl got herself a bf and i'm stuck in a friend zone,then she broke up with her bf and after a few month i tell her i like her alot,like alot and still fail.what?this story again?yeah.i'm still bitter,man.yeah,i know i sound weak.but it is what it is.met another girl in november.i gather my courage to talk to her.everything going smoothly(so i thought).i got her fb.chat with her,and the funny thing is she call me a "BRO".dude,it was like a sign that say,"kmk angap ktk mcm BRO kmk,noktah".that what i read from it.tell me if i'm wrong.tell me if i should keep on fighting.tell me if i'm suppose to not give up,man.haha,look at me.here i'm two in the morning talking to myself  and writing this in here trying to get some sort of sage advice from a blog..ahaha.this is just great(effect terlebih minum kopi).soooo,tell me if there is a girl reader of this blog,what does it mean when a girl is calling a guy "BRO"?..is it a sign saying "stay away from me,i'm not intrested at the momment,and there is someone that i like and i wish u would stop while u are not in to deep with me" or is it a sign that say"let's just be friend now,see how it goes.".so,if there is a sage word of wisdom for me,do leave a comment below.i just need to know.by the way,if there is a guy reader of this blog,help a brother out.yeah?..so this is it for this entry.need some sleep if i can get any after 4 cups of coffee..good night.

monitor buat hal lagik utk kali ke tiga...

once again my fuJitsu monitor buat hal..ahaha..this is the final year of it's warranty.if it broke down next year,i have to get a new monitor..ahaha..well that is life.nothing last forever.right now i'm using my bro's monitor and it is so small and distorted that it make my eyes "heng"..sending my monitor tomorrow,for a month.ahaha.maybe i'll buy a new one.or i will be patient and wait for my monitor return to me,and mean while,i will ask my friend if he could spare me a monitor since he have 5 that he don't use.right now i feel like all of my mood is gone.writing this in here just to "madah" and "luah" jak.ahaha.so that's it.smile the "paksa" smile is much better then a frown and sigh..haahah.. ^^

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wanita itu.wanita satu.wanita untuk ku.

lagu Feminin - Untukmu di embak sidak tok ngn arrangement yg sangat kira cool bagi aku la..mampu nyuruh aku "rasa" lagu tok n terbayang2 ngn  seseorang...seseorang?siapa itu?biar tuhan dan aku saja yg tahu.biar aku saja yg rindu,biar simpan tersemat di hati dan jiwa ku.suatu hari nanti kita akan bertemu,insya'allah jika itu yg tuhan takdirkan untuk aku dan kamu.

not so many words,but enough for the pictures...

Kisah Hari Sabtu itu.G lunduk,nikah kawan abang,seorang blogger ngn kawan2 blogger abg yg lain dan kawan2 ku..ya jak..

omedatai.. ni san san post suu..ahaha

233..wow.it's just a number of blog post already done by me...wow..for me la,memang wow..rasa x cayak jak..ahaha..entah apa d rapu ku selamak2 tok..ahah.but i'm glad.blog tok gik juak idup walau pun x konsisten.well,evr since FB wujud,maka blog pun mula di lupakan.biasa la manusia,nemu barang baru,nok lamak di lupak..ahaha...tapi kinek tok rasanya i prefer blog,then faceB sbb sitok x bnyk "kawan".so x banyak fuss..aaha...ok that's it i think utk post tok..ahaha.

meratiiiii jakkkk...

first story-

yesterday kmk g mcD apot ngn adik kwn kmk...ahaha..nak madah tek nak...apa polah sia?makan skrem ngn makan begegar.eh,beger..teripel cheese burger to be exact.tengah duduk2 kat sia menikmati fries perancis,ada la seorang gadis tok ngn kwn2 nya,duduk berhadapan 75 degree angle dari kmk urg..as nya makan fries nya,she looks happy.and with her chubby pipi she smile that almost make her eyes look sooo small.as i watch her eat,i said to my self"aieeeee,kiut lokkk.cam double cheese burger jak pp nya.rasa nak d picit2 jak pp nya"..ahaha..then i realize that my action bare Sins,and i look away.but i still glance at her for a few second(ne nak molah,tengah makan kelaka ngn kwn di depan,x pat elak la).in that few second i still admire her pipi,soooo adorable.-the end-

second story-

i.ve finally finished up the wedding album of my friend.FINALLY!.and i've send it via VFL.but the best part is,i didn't have the time to burn their photos in a DVD due to the lack of time and the bus is already ready to go.huhu.so now i'm stuck with the delivery of the DVD via pos laju.and i have to go to the post office to settle it.and it is quite boring to go there.coz i like to finish a job without leaving anything behind,coz it would cost me,my time and energy where the time and energy i can use for other project.huhu.well i blame my self for a failed mission.ahaha...now i got another project going,and i don't know when i'm gonna send that DVD.so,dear friend of mine,hope u are patient with me. :) -The End-

third story-

saya sudah service kereta saya.kereta saya warna merah itu bah.sudah service sudah.tapi dia masih perlu di tukar pampers nya,dan ia memerlukan masa dan duit yg saya belum ada lagi..ahaha..tapi dalam masa ini,ia masih berfungsi dgn ok ok la,tiada masalah nya di sana.kertas milage saya belum isi lagi,mungkin esok saya isikan nya.ahaha..sebelum saya terlupa,saya sudah pun mengambil gamba milage itu,sbb saya takut saya terlupa berapa bilangan milage kereta saya selepas service.dan saya dengan nombor tidak seiring sejalan bagai bunga di taman.ahaha.ya,itu kelemahan saya.nombor selalu melarikan diri dari memori saya.sehinggakan saya tidak pun ingat nombor telefon kawan2 saya jika saya di suruh mengingati nya,tanpa telefon bimbit saya..ahaha... -The End-

forth story-

finally after sudah hampir 4 tahun makei bateri cas VERTA untuk flasha,saya telah buy new bateri's untuk nya..tedah nya mala makan tenaga dari VERTA ajak,dah la VERTA tok kira cam fast food,sbb nya charging 15 minit jak,so kira x berapa nyaman la tenaga dari verta tok.(rasa kmk jak la)..ahaa..tok meli jenama sanyo jenis eneloop yang rona warni.ehehe...cam nyaman jak rupa bateri ya,cam gula2 jak kaler2 nya..ahaha..mun tok rasanya pernuh nutrisi la tenaga nya.rindok ati Flasha,dpt makan tenaga baru dari bateri nok colorful.rasanya la..ahaha..dan kmk nunggah sidak bateri baru tok,"The enes".ambik semperna dari nama nya ene-loop engkah S di ujung nya sbb sidak tek ada 8.ahaha..i don't know why i give name to my stuff coz i think it's cool?..i guess,to me it sound cool and funny..ahaha..but then again what matter is i'm the one happy with ever that i do right?..other people thought come second. ^^..

DIhargaiappreciate

bilamana diri tidak di hargai oleh org yg kita care,dan menghargai dia,maka it's time to get away.apa perlu nak tunggu lamak2,chowlo bete jak.x da nak harap apa2 cuma mok di hargai rasa,masa dan effort jak.org yg bila perlu jak baruk becarik,bila x perlu,bagai kulit kacang yg dilupai jak.gus sik boh TAK PAYAH.emo nya sorang tauk,emo org lain x d tauk nya..ahaha.selfish.madah dirik tek kawan,p kawan apa camya.kita jak bercarik ngn nya.nya ada?NISIK ADA!..mun kira berkawan,dah dekat nak 6  tahun dah.p balit2 kita jak yg gago nenggar masalah nya,masalah kita x mok nya dengar.nang jenis nok mok perhatian bah.sakit hati bila di polah camya.if u can't be friend with someone,don't start anything.if you are selfish,don't make friend with people.it suck to be in the giving end.give,give,give,in return not appreciate.i'm mad right now.really mad with myself for beliveing that that person already change.that,that person have get rid of the habit of selfishness.balit2 aku juak yg kenak...ya la tek,blog..bait ada juak kau pake ku luah perasaan.right now i wish for some1 in my life that would be the girl in zee avi song..huhu..

kenak la ?

entah mengapa lam moto tadik tiba2 pande rasa "sad"..tang tiba2 jak pande ada rasa ya indah.kali bila nangga patong pake solar nok geleng palak ke kiri kanan ya lam moto bapak ku,broken dah.entah sapa yg punya kerja..huhu..bila nangga patong ya,cam pande mikir berapa lamak dah nya di atas dashboard ya geleng kanan geleng kerek.berapa jauh dah jalan nya ngn moto ya.jaik ati ngenang nya tek dah x function gik.huhu.entah la.aku tok sentimental gilak kali?..well i guess i'm gonna buy something like that and put it in my car.then i want to see how long and far it will go with me..
p/s : this photo was taken in 2010..now is 2012..2 years already.no wonder  i feel a bit sad and sentimental..ahha..

I don't want to close my...forget about it..

today is today.yesterday i done my friend nikah album,and kol 9pm anta kat terminal bas Via VFL.that is the last time i do a tone edit in a wedding.why?sebab bila di print the printer get all the color wrong.and that make me feel frustrated.so i quit "tone".maybe for picture that goes to the FB village i still use tone.now start a new project.the "zul n ila" project.which is gonna be a non tone and straight forward color enhance,body rendering,fake lighting pictures.no tone.just pure color.fiddling with the tone cannot-cannot..ahha~~..i probably can't go to the save the frog day this 28th.huhuHUHUHU..ku mok itong katakkkkkkkkkkk!!..ku mok nemu katak kacak hensem n colorful!!!!..arghhhhhHHHHH!!..due to my red mira still sick.got leak here there.mok tuka pampers nya lok baruk pat nya jalan jauh.so now i got no kereta untuk bawa ku jalan2.kinek tok tengah belajar wave..mok master menda ya la.p memandangkan projek "zul n ila" is in the way,i have to postpone it a while.huhuhu..hopfully by the end of the week i finish it.belaja sikit2 sajalah,lama lama jadi wave 3.oh,blogger dah tukar nya pun layout.much better la.ahaha..a nice touch..guess that's it la..i want to close my eye,my sepet eyes.Selamat malam dear blog.selamat malam dear pengunjung bolg ku.selamat malam dear malam.selamat siang dear matahari.sweet dream.  d[U.U]b 

oyasumewhatupdesuuuuu....

"letting go is the easy part,but the moving on is the painful.So sometime we fight it,trying keep things the same.things can't stay the same though.at some point u just have to let go,move on.because no matter how painful it is,it's the only way we grow"-Grey's Anatomy season8 episod20...some time we learn or know something trough what we see in movies or in shows even in anime.i get where ever i can for advice.this is a good advice.then it's up to the one that seek the answer to take it or not.sometime,even a good advice is rejected coz we still can't accept the truth and believe that there is still hope,and not giving up even when there is a way out.we were told not to give up even when we have done everything in our capability.to move forward is to accept the fate that was written sejak azali lagi.for me,i've try,and fail a couple of time to move on .now i try again,not giving up,coz there is hope and a way out of this.like i said,we were told not to give up and hope.it is painful,yes it is.sometime we are tempted to return to the place/person that we let go.sometime that person is the one that give us fake hope saying the grass is greener there and not on the other side.so, i still don't give up,walk away.slow or fast,i will see the door that lead to another beginning and set us free from the past...

p/s : still trying.still going.stumble a few time,crawl a few time but still i keep on walking even when my heart is shaken by......

Save the Frogs...

i like frogs.i just love animals sebenarnya..ahaha..but not all.serangga berbisa kureng sikit la..sbb dah ada bukti cinta salah duak ekor dari sidak ya di kaki dan di tangan.huhu..ganas sungguh panahan cinta mereka itu.berdenyut2 dan kembang mengembang jak.anyway,pada 28 ari bulan 4 tok ada program di damai resort berjodol "Save The Frogs" and insya'allah saya akan pergi.sekadar riadah,madi shoot talent nok x menutup aurat dgn sempurna,sambil menikmati keindahan alam.so,if there is a reader that read this blog,(have ka?)join me.let us count all the frogs and have a bit of fun.. :)

http://www.ibec.unimas.my/save-the-frogs-day-2012.html ..masuk ngak 5 ringgit jak..ehehe