oyasumewhatupdesuuuuu....

"letting go is the easy part,but the moving on is the painful.So sometime we fight it,trying keep things the same.things can't stay the same though.at some point u just have to let go,move on.because no matter how painful it is,it's the only way we grow"-Grey's Anatomy season8 episod20...some time we learn or know something trough what we see in movies or in shows even in anime.i get where ever i can for advice.this is a good advice.then it's up to the one that seek the answer to take it or not.sometime,even a good advice is rejected coz we still can't accept the truth and believe that there is still hope,and not giving up even when there is a way out.we were told not to give up even when we have done everything in our capability.to move forward is to accept the fate that was written sejak azali lagi.for me,i've try,and fail a couple of time to move on .now i try again,not giving up,coz there is hope and a way out of this.like i said,we were told not to give up and hope.it is painful,yes it is.sometime we are tempted to return to the place/person that we let go.sometime that person is the one that give us fake hope saying the grass is greener there and not on the other side.so, i still don't give up,walk away.slow or fast,i will see the door that lead to another beginning and set us free from the past...

p/s : still trying.still going.stumble a few time,crawl a few time but still i keep on walking even when my heart is shaken by......